Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in theo_master's InsaneJournal:

Tuesday, December 8th, 2009
9:52 pm	Aight you bloody meat sacks so recently started a temp job at a place called teleflora its a pretty cool place my co-workers and my class mates from my training class are all pretty good folks. The job its self is fairly simple but man do I get some weird ass calls sometimes ah fuck it what're ya go do right? today went pretty well actually if you wanna get technical the last two days i've worked we got our stuff done early so we got too leave early and the next shift got too pick up what shoulda been the rest of ours. but now for a quick question If you love someone and you know you do but you also have strong feelings for one of their relatives what do you do? I'm not asking for advice cuz I already know what I would do but i'm curious as too how others deal in this sitch know what mean? Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: breaking benjamin-had enough (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 4th, 2009
1:29 am	Spellbound So its been a long ass time since my last post alot I mean a fucking lot has happened since then. Went to the strip club with my lil brother about a month ago it was just me,him and a kick ass time got a free t-shirt and a free pass then the second time I went with him and his wife and sister in law (thats his wife and sister in law I am not married) anyway so the second I went ended being given an application for a bouncer for a strip club. met up with alot of old friends and made some new ones. As well met up with her...aye lads and lasses HER that singluar being who shakes me to my very core and it was as she put it alot like greys anatomy so I guess that maksme the ghost and that she is seeing someone else. In anycase my mother is ever closer to starting her own store which is good for me cuz that means that I will definitely have a job which means steady income and no more borrowing cash from other or going half ass dutch ~takes another drink of the mix~ in the flow things always remember the more things change the more they stay the same. (Comment on this)
Friday, February 20th, 2009
3:35 pm	6 days later ok so the way this worx is simple from close to the end of january up until valentines day I was without power cuz of an ice storm me and the neighbors and most everyone else on the hill and on hamil as well as woods my mom and older brother came home from the road early cuz mom is ill when they did I was still without power but only saturday afternoon which is funny cuz saturday is valentines day I don't so much hate the that day anymore as I now just hate the way ppl get on that see v-day is also s.a.d or singles awareness day. look ppl we know we are single we don't need our relationship failures echoed to us we live everyday plus I think its bullshit that one day out of the year is the only day I can let the person i'm with know how i feel that is all Current Mood: how many ways Current Music: dredg-Bug Eyes (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 13th, 2008
3:48 pm	World long gone from funerals too bad relationships too great friends long dead. So much of my world has been left torn tortured and atomized I feel as if I have become less of who I am and more of what I was meant too be. Life really isn't that much different still struggling still keeping those important close and confronting some truths from my past that I have otherwise overlooked. on a lighter side I got so fucking drunk last night it was me,my lil brother and his wife,his sister-in-law,and wookie who is also engaged (I was but not for awhile not that I mind it was mistake anyway she wasn't right lets just say) anyhow I'm still reeling from last night we played some crazy drinking game with cards called nigger redneck black cards are nigger and red cards are rednecks -side bar- (I GIVES A DAMN IF THAT WORD IS OFFENSE TOO ANYONE SINCE I'M BLACK AND WHERE I'M FROM ITS USED DIFFERENTLY) if guess right you make someone else take a drink if you guess wrong then you drink. I was doing started out strong then just downhill me and wookie drank a whole bottle of red apple liquer which good then came the jello shots and I can't remember what came next. I still have alot of love for a certain someone but I know thats long done and I'm not going too even try and contact her just let her be. I have always been in somekind of conflict ever since I was young chaos and violence have ever been my companions. A is the coolest albino african :P I have ever met. My lil brother his wife and all those I call family have always done so much for me I know I will never be able to repay them but doesn't mean I won't try. And finally...I am alive Current Mood: crazy Current Music: cee-lo:I'll be around (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:17 am	so greatest journal is overloaded and I am drunk I hate ppl I hate those who say they love me or say they are sorry but aren't or don't know why they say it maybe i'm massively drunk or maybe i just don't give a care but other than my friends I hate everyone (1 Comment |Comment on this)